I never want to go to bed. I am so tired when I get home from school, but then come 10:30 at night I just want to stay up.
On another note, the new (that is a word wall word this week) Katy Perry song is SO AMAZING. I mean I liked "I kissed a girl" (forgive me, it's catchy) and "Hot and Cold" is very catchy too. However, "Thinking of You" makes me want to get up and go buy her CD right now. And, the music video that goes with it is sweet too. Here it is on youtube. Just watch and enjoy.
I have made no more decisions about life.
7:27 PM
6:29 PM
I am at the point where I have to make some really big decisions that will basically map out the rest of my life. I could do anything (well not anything) and go anywhere (yes, basically anywhere). How do I know what is right? How do I know what it is God wants from me? How do I make the RIGHT decision? Is there a right decision? There are so many possibilities.
Last night in seminar a lady came in to talk to us about schools in China that need teachers. They are English speaking schools, but with just about every nationality represented. At first I was like China, NO WAY. But then, something started to sound interesting. It would be a two year commitment, and I would basically be gone for two years. There are so many pros, yet so many cons.
PROS
Very unique opportunity
Starting over
Meeting tons of new people
Influencing kids who may have never heard about the love of Christ (it is a Christian school, another thing I said I would never do)
Life changing experience
CONS
Not knowing anyone
Being gone for 2 years
Missing out on countless weddings, births, birthdays...
Being gone for 2 years (it's big enough to be counted twice)
and so I throw up my hands and scream I DON'T KNOW. If it was a school in South America I wouldn't even give it a second thought, I would go. But China??? I had never considered that, edit: I had always just written it off.
HELP!!!!!
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