Konstantine

I want to be able to go to dinner and eat by myself. There is a guy who comes into the restaurant every Sunday and eats by himself and reads the newspaper. There is a lady who has come in a couple times by herself and ate alone too. I want to be able to do that.

Today I made a small step in that direction. I went to Quizno's and ate there all by myself. I know it's not a sit down type restaurant, but it's a small start towards my goal.

I am starting to get really scared about the future. It makes me feel sick to my stomach to think about it. I hope that's normal.

I'm listening to Konstantine by Something Corporate. I love this song.

"And then you bring me home, afraid to find out that you're alone."